daring to learn

Can you do it? Question your solidified-like beliefs? Can you even touch them? Nudge them? Have those beliefs rested there your whole life? Never to be molded, shaped or changed. Did that stagnation/rest bring rust and causes them to be stuck. Is the act of questioning them, the thought of letting them go, not similar to the act of prying them loose. Have they become stagnant for so long that those beliefs can hardly be moved? That it needs a lot of prying and manipulation for dirt/rust to come loose from behind those beliefs. And that loosened up dirt brings forth all kinds of "undesired" thoughts and emotions. Maybe it is the stagnant remnants of all those years that need to be washed out. Like a dirty drain that gets flushed out.

That a thought/belief, never questioned, never changed, never refreshed is as an object that lost momentum. It needs more energy to bring it back alive. Like a worn cold diesel engine. The purpose to bring it back in motion, even if it is to move it out of your mind.

Only to see that it is not really the thought or the belief that is rusted. It is more so your additude/relationship towards it. Because how I see it all there is are relationships. And a healthy relationship is a relationship that can move, that can dance, that can search, that can grow, that can let go, that can create distances, and that can come intimately close. You are the orchestrator of relationships.